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Cause I'm not controlled by you anymore .
Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 10:33 PM
 I am strong because I know my weaknesses. I'm alive because I'm a fighter. I am wise because I've been foolish. I laugh because I've known sadness. Lastly, it's because I'm Hazel.Hey , I know I have been blogging everyday recently . Hope someone's reading it though . Life's so freaking screwed these days . Ugh , I wish I could just click on the pause button and the time will stop for me . I wanna rest until I feel fully awake . I want a rewind button too . To undo whatever stuff I want . Relationships might made me more matured but the fact is , it also creates a room of emptiness in my body . It completely suck . But forget it , I'm Hazel . I can't break down and I will not break down anymore . Went to reread Low Kay Hwa's I Believe You again . It was still so freaking awesome . I want to read Lilith , A Photogenic Life and Journey . It seems nice , but never get to borrow them . Ughs , oh-so-bored . Just missed 11:11 again . Seems like me and wishes are not fated . Ain't gonna linger on the past , so I'm going to look forward . Trust me , I ain't gonna be a fool anymore . I'm sick of it , okay . Do you think I'm sick ? My appetite is getting worse and worse . Now , I don't even like to eat meat anymore . Upon looking at it , I wanna vomit . It absolutely suck to the max . Because now , I don't know what to eat anymore . Much less being full . I feel so freaking sick , even listening the meat makes me so disgusted . Shit . Should I go to the doctor's ? Ugh . Stupid . To you I might be stupid . But I have changed . Maybe for the worst . But it's all your doing , understand ? Bastards . I had enough . Caring for you guys is just a waste of time . I'm serious . Tell me if you want me in your life . Cause you're just a stranger from now on . Just a crush . |