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Time will slip through your fingers .
Monday, September 6, 2010 @ 9:30 PM
 Boy: What happened?
Girl: He broke up with me. In front of everyone.
Boy: That bastard. I'm gonna screw him over tomorrow.
Girl: No, please don't. There's enough drama already.
Boy: He broke your heart! He made you cry more than once already. He deserves to get beat up.
Girl: No, please. I don't want any drama.
Boy: I have to. He's just gonna keep fucking up some other girl's life after this.
Girl: Please, I'm begging you don't. I appreciate it, but please. Stop being so protective.
Boy: Protective? Of course I have to be protective. Because if I'm not here to watch over you, who will? I'm the only one that's gunna be by your side always and forever. But you still don't know it. You still don't understand why, do you? You don't understand why I'm willing to do whatever it takes to please you. After all this time, you still don't know. Well, you wanna know why? I love you, I freaking love you. Ever since I met you. I've never stopped loving you. I've seen you cry over so many guys, seen you "love" them and whatnot. And it hurts me so fucking much, but because I love you, because I care for you, I haven't walked away. I've stayed with you, to make sure you'd be happy. I wanted you to always be happy, for you to always smile. And because I love you, I've done everything I could for you. And it kills me inside, everyday, to know that you don't feel the same way, and you never will. Such a touching story , like omg (Y) .
There's ABRSM exam tomorrow . Omgomg , I damn freaking nervous . Prays that we will get at least a silver for the exam . Today's choir was off the hook . The clinician was awesome . She's damn friendly and her voice rocks . I'm seriously telling you . But it's kinda irritating when she stops us almost every single minute , but still ... She's awesome (: Love the way she sings . But when she conducts , our voice like super damn soft o.o ! Ugh , I wish she would just put us in a one by one mixed formation . It would be so freaking cool . Somemore , I can sing already (Y) . Her choir like machiam scary cans . 4 practices a week for peak months . But gold with honours choir leh , of course la :D Whatever !! She talk to us , and etc . It was kinda inspiring . Must have determination and confidence !! (Y) Ok , over and out !! It's really hard to hold to the feelings that you have always held.
To treat someone as ordinary when in fact he is very special.
To keep clam, though you're obvious jealous.
To move on your own, with an empty and totally wounded heart.
To smile even in deep pain.
To let go of the person you dreamt forever with.
To accept reality of being just friends and to give up everything.
Even if you feel like trying deep down inside. Exactly what I'm feeling right now .
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